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Journal Entry: Sun Jun 1, 2008, 5:56 PM
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Woow.
I've been so dead on here. o.o
I haven't updated in forever....but I haven't really drawn anything worth updating with, I suppose.
I draw but just not anything worth putting up. lol.
Mmm, summer time is here. No school. <3
I'm very excited. and at the current moment I am super hungry. o_o
Uhmm...
Yesterday I got the game Go (Hikaru no Go) to see what it was like. o_o lol it's so weird. xD;
my friends think I'm nuts.
haha...yeah...just a silly little update.
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P.S- Im really sorry for the cut & paste message, but I have been so overwhelmed these past few days. I really wanted to thank each deviant who has supported my art, and this is the only way Id have time to do that so please forgive me
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Poison Mushrooms! D;
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Shh! We are now the Knights Who Say 'Ecky-ecky-ecky-ecky-pikang-zoop-boing-goodem-zoo-owli-zhiv!'
x.x
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Tara is currently: Doodling and getting ready for college in August
Gaia - [link]
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Right now I'm having amnesia and deja vu at the same time. I think I've forgotten this before.
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Poison Mushrooms! D;
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At times like these I stop and ask myself.. "What would Pyramid Head do? "
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Poison Mushrooms! D;
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Does the Burger King live at White Castle? O.o
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I am Me; no one else. If you can't accept that, it's your problem, not mine.
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its cute <3
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Tara is currently: Doodling and getting ready for college in August
Gaia - [link]
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Poison Mushrooms! D;
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Partner in crime> ~Mur4s4me
"Do not be afraid to think about the fantastic, the unreal. You're an artist. It's called imagination."-Me
i'm thinking about quitting...i'm tired of failing to people who aren't better than me. I am absolutely tired of being inferior to people who are NOT in any way superior to me.
i hate when i try so hard and lose to something that isn't better then what i do.
"advertise yourself" you might say. NO...it doesn't work like that...i've done it several times and its only worked once!..."once is better than none" shut the fuck up....when you've failed as many times as i have...once is the equivalent of none....i'm tired of original artists losing to fan artists who copy what they see on tv....i'm tired of original artists getting more comments and favs for stuff that i cud do while sleeping on a train. While i have respect to the real artists...i hate them because i will look at their pageviews....and then look at mine...and realize i have failed again.
THIS IS BULLSHIT
while i can stay and attain those pageviews...some people have been here shorter than i have and have more success....I've failed again.
Failure is not something i tolerate lightly when it comes excessively...one or two are acceptable...get back up and try again...but when they come to you in the numbers...i see two doors...one says "they cheated and you should push on" ...the other says "your a failure and you need to quit" i've taken the first door time after time after time...they say you learn from your mistakes...maybe its just time to quit. I should just go back to writing for myself and the possibility of being an author like i wanted to be when i was a kid. According to you people...drawing is not my thing. YOU turned me into a failure and i will accept this judgement.
i'm giving all the people who watch me or see this one week to come up with a reason why i should continue making art for deviantart or at all in that manner...or else i quit and i will terminate my account. judgement day...June 29th 6/29/2007. I am NOT kidding around here and anybody who thinks i am will be adding gas to this fire. I am leaving the 29th if i don't have a plausible reason to stay or a rapid upshoot in comments and faves that come from the heart. that means that all the people who i watch will not see me again.
thats all for now or ever....you people are too blame for my failure...remember that even if you don't care.
and just so everyone knows...i'm not a suicidal so don't pull that card.
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Does the Burger King live at White Castle? O.o
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The bridge is burning and I still don't know which way I want to go.
WTF ART KIDS!
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The bridge is burning and I still don't know which way I want to go.
WTF ART KIDS!
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Every one is a moon
they have a dark side
that they never show you
~Mark twain
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We are merely grains of sand in an a desert of dreams.
~ Vero-Chan
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My gallery: [link]
I think I've seen you on Gaia before. Anyway, your pictures are really cute.
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