Ahh~
>w<
I love it. I can't wait until the snow falls.
Snow + Dark + Christmas time = Love.

It's starting to feel like Christmas time!
I know I'm super early to think Christmas but I just love the ambiance Christmas and winter gives.
Mm~ It's my favorite time of the year.

xD;

this year I might really get to enjoy it.
Now being a junior and only having college classes, I get a super long Christmas break. !

I'm super excited! I need it.
School is driving me bat crazy. xD;

maybe I will get a laptop for Xmas. > 3>
Oh the joys of transferring programs to that will be! D;

but I also want a Dare (phone) and a digital camera, money for ohayocon too, but I don't know if I'm even going to ohayocon. D; I want too but...meh, stupid people.

ah well~

maybe I can spruce (hurhurhur!) up on my drawings! eee!

I can't wait!

Okaaay.

So, wow!
I'm finally a junior! :0

School started and has it been super crazy!
I'm procrastinating as we speak.

I have an exam and a 6-8pg research paper I have to study for, etc. xD;

I'm excited though! Recently I found a place that sells Copics!! It's Hobby Lobby, and about 1 hour from where I live~ Still it's far, but my marker set is pretty much diverse and nice now. Good mixture of Prisma Colors and Copics.

* A * What's with Prisma taking all the singles away? Now they just have lousy choices for singles. And Copic has a little more variety with singles but not much either.
:/

I also want to try out Han Shin Touch markers. Those look really fun to use~

For now I'm going to practice using markers... ^_^

Wish me luck~

Sorry, I'm not active. (to people who watch and we're friends etc.)

RANT. :3

I'm fucking pissed right now. :3 and Rants make me feel much better.

Don't you hate it when you try to hint people and you hope they come around and understand what you're trying to get at, but they don't understand or what you thought was just yourself being over-dramatic was in fact true?

Well I'm pretty sure that's fucking happened to me.
I'm pretty peeved about the whole thing because they're not even trying, or they're don't give a fuck. Not that I'm trying to get anyone to feel sorry for me, or make me want to feel wanted. I just want to know that SOMEONE cares about their fucking friendship with me, because at the moment it seems like they don't give a crap, and found the next person to be friends with.

Oh, hence why I have like 1 friend. :0
They found someone else because apparently I'm not a big enough butt kisser/ or are not cool enough! HAHAHA. There's a lot of stupid people out in the world, why do I always find them?

All I want is a friend who'll like me for me, and won't ditch me for someone else or won't lie to me when I know the truth. :/

Alright, alright? It's really not that hard, hence another side of me wants to break down and cry but the real me firmly wants to say, "Oh the fuck well. If they're like that their no friend of mine." Even though they're liked for other reasons to 'someone' else.

I really want to go smash someone's face in at the moment.

I can drop friends easily with no qualms, sure but it still fucking pisses me off for them being so fucking rude.

:]

Woow.
I've been so dead on here. o.o
I haven't updated in forever....but I haven't really drawn anything worth updating with, I suppose.

I draw but just not anything worth putting up. lol.

Mmm, summer time is here. No school. <3
I'm very excited. and at the current moment I am super hungry. o_o

Uhmm...
Yesterday I got the game Go (Hikaru no Go) to see what it was like. o_o lol it's so weird. xD;

my friends think I'm nuts.

haha...yeah...just a silly little update.

Ah. Okay. I'm not sure really....I have tons of homework I could be doing...but then that would make be unprocrastinated right? (is that a word..?) Well, I don't understand half of the stuff we're reveiwing in Science. (Oh yeah, Ohio Grad Tests are next week. Yippe! -_- Only good thing is we get out at 11am every day... ) and the other stuff I can do in study halls. I have three. I'm just so intellegent. xD

uh...going to start practicing anatomy again in a little drawing book...perspective & all that good stuff. I finally got Manga Studio and I've been wanting to make a manga so y'know. I gotta learn these things...whoo~

alright I'm done. xD